I removed the post I just put up as someone closely-ish involved informed me it would only be more upsetting to the person most closely associated with it.
Suffice to say I may be quiet for some time. I’ve done something I regret to a depth I cannot put into words and it’s cost me possibly the most important thing in my life.
Please don’t ask what. If I want to talk, I will email people or catch them on MSN. This matter is entirely my own fault. I made a stupid, stupid mistake and I have to live with the consequences. I hate myself and I feel sick. Otherwise I’m pretty much numb.
Sorry to hear this. We all mistakes at some point in our lives, some small mistake, some fuckoff stupidly big ones. Hopefully, any damage done can be repaird.
And I must read my posts before clicking ‘submit’!
Or get a speellchucker.
I am depressed but still have a sense of humour. I guess this helps.